I was born into a purposeless, mechanical, causal captivity, yet at a fundamental level aware of more. I was taught to believe that nothing is amiss through day-to-day happenings and mundane events, invented to control us.
That is, after all, the result of this state of affairs--control. Something seeks to control how we think, how we live, how we die. But why? Who exactly are they? What do they want of us?
For much of my life, I have been seeking the answers to such questions. This has at times been an almost impossible quest for mystical truth in the pop-trash wonderland of the modern world.
But then, at the moment of my greatest pain and despair, Truth first manifested to me in the Words of Jesus of Nazareth, as recorded the Gospels. From then, on inside me, it looked out and saw that there was something terribly wrong with the world; that I had been lied to. It superceded the reality and authority of the world. It bonded with me, expanding my mind, and I suddenly perceived the universe as it really was. It taught me how to defeat the tyranny which had invaded our world. Its love is for truth and justice beyond everything else. The disciples called it the holy Spirit. He is everywhere; in and above everything. He is outside of me and yet inside. He is, above all, the friend of the weak and the foe of the Lie. He enters my dreams and, little by little, teaches me.
What is the nature of my prison?
Who are my wardens?
Why have I been imprisoned?
And so, through meta-abstraction, the combination of what I know intellectually to be true with my subjective experience and impressions of what I mystically feel to be true, I have found answers. Bear with me, as I struggle to explain.
What is the nature of my prison?
By combining Bohm with Pibram, I consider the universe to be information and we stationary within it, not three-dimensional. The phenomenal world is not substantial, it is merely a transmogrification of information created by God who fires it at us and we, in turn, transmogrify it into the phenomenal world. Five-sensory matter, energy, space and time, that is, the spatiotemporal universe of multiplicity, is a hologram. The hologramatic universe seems to have been originally created to serve as a teaching instrument by which new wills could freely decide to love God and live in harmony with Him. However, our ancestral rebellion (Genesis 3) and our subsequently inevitable spiritual separation from God damaged the instrument, resulting in entropy, undeserved suffering, chaos and death, institutionalized into the System; in other words, the breaking of contact between creation and Creator. Likewise the purpose was thwarted since knowledge of the reality outside creation was now lost to us, leaving us idiots, living in private, unreal worlds.
The System became the institution, the codification of derangement; it is insane and imposes its insanity on us by violence, subsuming and imprisoning. To overthrow the System is to be infected by its derangement. Whoever overthrows the System, merely becomes the System; it proliferates like a virus, imposing its form on its enemies. Thereby it becomes its enemies. It is organized irrationally to be pervasive yet disentegrating; actively hostile to us and alienated from God.
This prison, where I endure a lifetime of slavery, separates me from complete communion with God, draws me to carnal lusts and violence, and subjects me to constant decay and entropy.
And so, by viewing the universe as a holographic amalgam of frequencies and our brains as organs which function according to hologramatic principles that receive these cosmic frequencies and mathematically transmogrify them into seemingly sensory perceptions, I come to the conclusion that reality (what has been historically believed to constitute "matter") is not, in and of itself, sinister (as the ancient Gnostics supposed and which contradicts the idea of an original creation of God that was "good" as in Gen. 1:31), but that instead, the frequencies that reach our minds are manipulated.
Who are my wardens?
Unseen by us, there is an entire universe existing at a higher rate of vibration, inhabited by beings we are, naturally, kept from seeing, hearing, or touching, who are easily able to interpenetrate us without our even being aware of their presence (all "solid" matter is composed of atoms with "spaces" around them. These discarnate beings demonstate their malevolence by controlling the flow of the cosmic frequencies to our minds so as to edit our perceived reality and, apparently, have a long term interest in us, manipulating human affairs from their other, ethereal, dimension in the guise of fairies, spirit guides, ascended masters, and, more recently, extraterrestrials.
Paul of Tarsus wrote in his Epistle to the Ephesians, "For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms" (v. 6:12).
The late Philip K. Dick, a beloved science fiction writer and authority on historical metaphysics, said, "During the Middle Ages, a curious theory arose... It is the theory that the [demons]--[are] the 'Ape of God.' That [they] create spurious imitations of creation, of God's authentic creation, and then interpolate them for that authentic creation."
Just before his death in 1923, occultist Dietrict Eckart instructed others to, "Follow Hitler!...we have given him the means of communication with Them!"
In 1971, Sir Fred Hoyle told a London press conference that, "Human beings are simply pawns in the game of alien minds that control our every move. They are everywhere, in the sky, on the sea, and in the Earth... It is not an alien intelligence from another planet. It is actually from another Universe which entered ours at the very beginning and has been controlling all that has happened since."
Through the System, certain interconnected human bloodstreams serve these demons and long ago became the royalty and aristocracy through their favor, migrating across the world and creating a hierarchical network of mystery schools and secret societies to covertly introduce their masters' agenda while creating institutions like false religions, sciences, and educational establishments to mentally and emotionally manipulate the masses, eventually coming to dominate the earth. The exact manner in which they control these families is mysterious, but I suspect it has something to do with the phenomenon of "possession" with the occult rituals they undergo which may serve to psychologically debase their identity and progressively subsume their will. Today, the descendants of these same families are manipulated into secret positions of power in this dimension to advance the agenda of their otherwordly masters (the so-called "unknown superiors", "hidden masters" and "secret chiefs" of the secret societies), and suppress the spiritual knowledge that can set us free.
Why was I imprisoned?
The beauty and complexity of creation reveals that it is far too intricate for chance, showing purpose, design and even regulation which implies conciousness. This consciousness demonstrates a unique, recognizable pathology.
In his Epistle to the Romans, Paul wrote "Ever since the creation of the world, His invisible nature, namely, His eternal power and deity, has been clearly perceived in the things that have been made." (v. 1:20)
The disciple John wrote, "The Word [Logos] was when all things began. The Word dwelt with God, and what God was the Word was" (v. 1:1)
and in 1:3, "All things came into existence through His Agency."
This Word is the foundation of creation; the abstract structural basis (substrate) of our reality, sent out ("spoken") by God through the void in the beginning to creation, which assimilates and obediently forms itself according to it. It is the elusive link between the immaterial and material. It is now superimposed by entropy and evil, however, but, since 6 B.C. with the corporeal manifestation of God as a syzygy composed of God and human, is being transubstantiated by virtue of God's immanent Presence. It is "good" again only insofar as it partakes of God.
As Jesus said, "I and the Father are one" (John 10:30) and Paul wrote, "God was in Christ, reconciling the world to Himself" (2 Corinthians 5:19).
And again from Paul: "Creation itself will be set free from its slavery to corruption into the freedom of the glory of the children of God" (Romans 8:19).
The God/human syzygy, named Jesus Christ of Nazareth, was identified and put to death by the ancient representation of the System but then spread out, discorporate, bonding with His mortal disciples at Pentecost, displacing their ontogenic irrational nature.
As Jesus said, "I tell you the truth, unless one is born of water and the Spirit, he cannot enter the kingdom of God" (John 3:5)
As Irenaeus said, "He became what we are so He could make us what He is."
Jesus, in His true Form, is God, the transcendent Spirit, whose activity in history and presence is totally unsuspected and unknown to us--ammounting to an invasion of our universe--unless He reveals it to us. Only God can perceive God. It is an intelligible apperception experienced through revelation. The power to initiate this, however, resides with God (the "uncaused cause"), who must be timeless, non-spatial, and immaterial as the effect (reality) includes time, space and matter.
"But the natural man does not receive the things of the Spirit of God, for they are foolishness to him; nor can he know them, because they are spiritually discerned."
(Paul in 1 Corinthians 2:14)
The System tried to destroy all the disciples, but they, under His inspiration (enthousiasmos), transcribed the Logon (Words of the Lord), which Jesus foretold when He promised that His "Spirit would bring to their remembrance all that I said" (John 14:26) and spoke elliptically of as the "mustard seed" which, He said, "would grow into a tree large enough for birds to roost in". The Spirit resides in the Logon, now fragmented and buried throughout the desert. It is the source of Truth and the means of salvation; living information which travels up the optic nerve to the pineal gland, stimulating the release of dimethyltryptamine, a potent naturally-occuring psychedelic chemical serving as a visionary aid. This is the beginning of syzygy. The medieval Church knew of it in theory, but were denied it, as their manuscripts were far too corrupted by error and interpolation.
As metaphysical expert Philip K. Dick explained, "The revelation of an ordered hyper-structure whose contour defies our normal abstracting ability (and yet can be detected by revelation) is a matter of unparalleled importance. It implies by both its existence and its unavailability to our normal cognition and perception the very real possibility of an order of reality at a level of structural and organizational complexity unknown to us and purposeful intelligent life at this level. Thus the spatiotemporal universe of multiplicity is in fact subsumed by a higher level of volitionally-imposed order--and this structure is aware of us whereas we are naturally unaware of it."
In short, I was imprisoned to keep me from God, the timeless, non-spatial, info-firing, and immaterial Creator of my soul; the Source of my being. But Jesus, who was God, incarnate to teach us the Way to true liberation, freed me and, although the demons still try to hinder my spiritual progress, I know that the completion of my redemption is near. I must show the other oppressed denizens of this plane to the Truth.
From all this meta-abstraction, I conclude simply that:
7) We are an experiment.
6) The experiment is good as its Creator is good.
5) The experiment has been hijacked.
4) So we are now imprisoned in the experiment.
3) Demons dominate us from outside the prison (and I fear, through their human servants, from within).
2) To help us, the original Creator invaded the prison and got Himself born here and was killed and then spread out discarnate, bonding with and informing receptive humans to counter the prison and its wardens. Facing ejection, they transcribed the Logon as living information to disseminate the truth to future inhabitants.
1) The Spirit, through the Logon, works to enlighten us with knowledge of our true origin and purpose, which is withheld from us by the deluding prison which is an amalgamation of information in the projection that the controllers allow us to perceive, and thus liberate us.
The One is about to return. He lived long ago, but He is still alive. The time we have waited for has come.
Ex Deo nascimur, in Jesu mortimur, per spiritum sanctum reviviscimus